you and mE

I never thought I’d take you but the opportunity presented itself. All these misconceptions and perceptions of who you were delayed my reaction. Lost in translation of how you were described, still suspect of how your love could damage my health. But in still I decided to take the chance, one life to live what’s the worse that could happen except one bad romance.  Rather enticing, I wanted to try just to see what could be, how I would be, how you would be… us together. At first I thought you tricked me because you were only giving; me taking rather accepting me half of you… thought by splitting you it was the chance id take but still gave a sense of false security because I didn’t have you entirely so I had to risk it all…I was eager to feel you but you gave me slowly what we’d share in time. Cut in half, torn in two pieces one for me and one for another I thought, but in time I was able to take you all together. We danced alike, the romance was right and we listened to our own tunes “we took the night”…and we did. Staying up with you I was more open to be myself. Rolling around the plush carpet just because it felt good against my body didn’t seem as crazy with you, living naked made so much sense too, taking in the moment no longer a phrase but became a feeling with you and I absorbed it all. At times I felt like I was drowning in your love but I couldn’t help but drinking. I wanted to keep tasting what I was tasting. Everything with you felt so much better yet it would be a shame to lose myself in you.  The norms of laughter are heightened with you; you inspire movements; dancing, intellect, and creativity, increase passion effortlessly. I learn to express myself when I gaze into your eyes. And that’s just exactly what I do , I’m in a daze when I’m with you. Nothing else matters, addicted to the time we share, my sex is better just a little wetter when your there, and even when your not in me sometimes I wish you were. Throughout all my experiences, turns out you are the best, your one of a kind, a different high I cant described…I feel you in my chest ….my heart pounding heavier each time I’m with you at times I’m scared the beating will end …now I’m thinking how I was able to live alone without love again…